I am coming before the throne of God asking for help and under standing... I know I am in the place that God wants me to be in, and I am asking him for knowledge in what I am to learn through this... Before I was a Christian I knew who my enemy's were, and I could watch out for them and I could keep my walls up where they could not get in, and when they did I could just chalk it up to the fact that I felt like I wasn't good enough so I would just build my walls thicker... That way the next time it wouldn't hurt so much, but God broke my walls down, and I confessed my sins and I was saved be his Grace...
And I am hurting now more than I have ever let my self hurt before and it was at the hands of Christians... So I'm asking for understand, and mercy on me... I'm asking for the knowledge once again to block out the hurting arrows that are piercing my heart...
1 comment:
i hurt for you. you are definitely in my prayers. my fervent prayers.
hang in there. God is with you always.
your sister in Christ,
Amanda
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